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Thursday, September 08, 2005


MOUNTAINS AND OCEANS SEEMS LIKE THERE'S ALWAYS ANOTHER OF ONE OR THE OTHER...

Something very funny happened to me this morning... it was sooo =.=" , I was sleeping so soundly then this guy keeps calling me and keeps asking for Mary... then I keep telling him wrong number, then he message some more... and talk about some florist shop in singapore and some wreath!!! Then I was like... err early in the morning, why talk about wreath... =.=", yea but anyway he was like really desperate or something so I kinda helped him find out the florist shop's number that was suppose to send his wreath? something liddat... then after that he keeps calling me and messaging me and asked for Mary again... err... of course I told him wrong number... then he even got his other friends to call me... soo I was like... =.=" (X100)

Dumdeedum... (back to my life) I am sooo sooo blur these few days, can piakz myself already.
I feel so like a clutz... hmm firstly I broke a plate last week, after that I broke a porcelain cup a few days ago... then last night I broke my favourite glass cup... and this morning, I mistook my lecture for 11am to 1pm when it's actually 10am to 12pm, gee there's something very very wrong with me.

Maybe I haven't gotten over "the episode" of my life yet, or maybe I am just lost, for some reason, I am just lost in my own time and space. But...Somehow, I never lose my sense of wonder(unlike what happened before), instead I found myself waiting and somehow struggling to move on yet I dunno in which direction I am suppose to head.

I realised that I never feared those mountains in the distance this time round. It must have been the work of God, as I felt that he was right beside me the whole time I was struggling to pick myself up.

While I am weary and tired, he was just there to keep me strong and going, as I prayed to him, there's always this strange yet magical feeling that he seems to be carrying me through this time of my life.

It's crossing your fingers when the map doesn't make sense, when the compass doesn't know truly north from truly lost; and it's up to you- you and your gut and your mettle, and your level of resilience, and your wealth of wisdom - to persevere. To get to the other side.

AND of course... with the help of God.

bombed by meowmeow at 12:30 PM