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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

My very first quiz that went foul

oh wellz...
what's wrong with me?
not that I didn't study for my test, and I am pretty sure I studied them thoroughly (maybe not 100% but it's around 90%), maybe that's not enough...

I knew my answers for my test, but I keep having doubts on myself and the correct answer and in the end I kept choosing all the wrong answers...
that's it, I guess I am going to fail this first test...

why liddat? how can I change, I knew the right answers but why I keep choosing the wrong ones? Does God want me to discontinue with my physio course? I studied and prayed that I pass with flying colours for this test as I was quite confident, but now... it feels like I am drowning in strong sea waves with my leg stuck in some seaweed on the ocean floor and nobody is going to save me, except if I struggle hard (then prolly I will get 10% of survival and 90% death chances), so prayers never really work anyway, I guess it's just up to your confidence level and yourself and your luck on that day if u have something major coming up.

so what now, try to get full marks for my next test, so that I can pass my overall quiz? this sucks man... maybe I can get full marks, but then my inconfidence and my doubts might just make me choose all the wrong answers and make me fail again. It's not that I am incompetent or I really dunno anything about my schoolwork. So what now? Study harder? and if I choose the wrong answers tho I know the right answers again? Then I will be going round and round in a vicious cycle of studying hard yet failing.

I am just going to hang in there for just this one more semester, and maybe that's it. If I just fail or anything, I will just change course, maybe this course is not right for me (though I know my schoolwork) but the results are just not there. ZZZ

In conclusion... tests and exams sucked and they might or might not test whether u really know your work or not. Some questions are just tricky and they are out there to trick u to failing.

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