Just for You

I can't sleep.
You know the bittersweet feeling?
Bitter cos you miss someone so so so much and can't see or touch him,
yet sweet because every moment u think of him
it puts a smile on your face and a glow of warmth in your heart.

I miss u very much my darling.
A minute of not being next to u feels like an hour.
An hour feels like a day.
A day feels like a week.
A week feels like a month.
A month feels like a year.

One of my occassional daydreams
includes looking back in time...
Where we first met,
When we cautiously noticed each other without other people realising it
Where both of us pretend not to acknowledge each other's presence
I never dreamt that the cute boy that I saw at arena that night
Is mine now.

Those nights when u ignored me
cos u thought I should be someone else's
pierces my heart like knife into butter...
I was always waiting for u online,
waiting for your replies.

I don't know what attracts me to you,
I guess it's just a connection.
I thought I knew you before,
cared for you before,
and loved you before.

Nonetheless,
I wanna know you more,
care for you and love you forevermore.

It's been a year since we got together
and I have never regretted a single moment I am with u.

Maybe sometimes it seems like the whole world come crushing down
but I will forever be by your side, still loving u and hugging u.

Darling,
u are like my drug,
I can't live without you.
You are everything to me and
I love you very much.
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