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Friday, April 18, 2008

Only insensitive and selfish people feed their happiness on other people's sorrows

I am over sick and tired of hearing people talk shit about me. Sometimes I am wondering what I did to deserve others doing that to me. I don't even go around and talk shit about other people. Once a while I do share my opinions about a person with someone very very close to me and we keep it between us... but I don't even go around and spread shit about other people.

So why are others doing that to me? Well at first when I heard some crap about me, I was like "ok... whatever". However, again and again I heard all kinds of shit and all different kinds of version. Some are so absolutely fake and some are way over exaggerated.

It's really funny how it spreads all around in different circles and some even got to those who don't even know me personally. I am glad I do have friends who keep open ears and tell me who and who is saying what and what about me. It's really sickening. Ever since then my perspective of these so and so 'shitty-mouthed' people changed.

I know, some close friends just say "forget it kay, whatever lar, dunnit to take it to heart cos u are not even like that / u didn't even do it". Oh well, yea... that was my reaction at first. But it just happens too frequently over the last few years that I am feeling so hurt and sick about it. My whole growing up life (where I was in an all girls' school), no one ever said shit about me before and I was even awarded as the most helpful and friendliest girl in class.

But now in a really mixed society with both boys and girls in Melbourne... there are pple talking shit about me? Where does it all start? I don't even know.

Sometimes these shit(s) do affect my relationship with tkok. I know that he trusts me but there are some that he uses to spite me with and it really irritates me and pisses me off. (to those 'shitty-mouthed' pple who is dying to see this happening to our relationship, well u got it, what else u want?)

I feel so disgusted with these pple that I feel that I couldn't trust anyone anymore. Well, at least I know that these people don't make the best of friends as they are super insensitive and selfish... you never know when they will backstab you.

I have learnt what the meaning of hate is. Though I won't show it to these shit pple, but whatever they did is engraved in my heart. I will never forgive these people who are ruining my life in so many other ways.

*To those out there... if u hear shit about me, pls clarify with me cos I know everything about me and I will tell u the truth. Stop going around believing whatever others are saying! =.=*

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