Life?
It's not fun anymore when u realised that you are quite lonely,
with no one to help with anything
no one to really talk to
no one to really play with
no one to go out with
and then u realise that life is not that easy anymore
because whatever you want to do,
there's no one to do it with you
or no one to encourage you
or no one to even help you.
Looking back on the past 2 years of my life...
so what has my leisure time really been like?
Last year used to be once a week or once a fortnight
clubbing and dinner with chiewyi and linda, tkok and prasanth
This year it's even worse...
It's mostly once a week or once a fortnight
dinner and movie with cy and tk only.
Linda's too busy with church cell group while Prasanth
disappeared. No matter how much or how hard we tried
to contact him, he never called back.
We have no idea why or what, but it seems like he doesn't
wanna be friends with us anymore?
Some people saw Cass came over to Melbourne recently
but she never called any of us out. But instead she was with
Prasanth... so are they secretly back together again?
Then I realise that I spend 1/2 my day not at home,
either at clinics looking at shrewd supervisors and pathetic patients
or at uni listening to boring lectures and isolated from everyone else
except for the international students (there are only 6 of us?)
The other 1/4 of my day, I spent sleeping...
and the other 1/4, either grocery shopping, cooking, washing
or trying to do assignments, case presentations or trying
to squeeze some time out to MAPLE.
Then suddenly, I realise what a sad life I have.
So lonely too. No fun. It's just a monotonous life that repeats
over and over again. Adding on to the depression and loneliness...
School of physiotherapy at university of melbourne decided to make
all our holidays and assignments just the opposite of the rest of the uni
so whenever the rest of the uni are having holidays we are rushing to
finish assignments or having exams.
Whenever the rest of the uni are having exams, we are having holidays.
This creates a more dramatic gap between interaction between my friend(s) and I.
It's already sad enough that there's not many coursemates
you can mix with when studying. And now you are losing friends out there
and the Uni makes all the holidays different.
The Physiotherapy Supervisors in hospitals are no help either.
They just love to be difficult and mean, making physio course really hard.
A lot of my coursemates and I... after these 2 years of clinics,
we are soooooo demotivated that we are having 2nd thoughts of being
a Physio after we graduate. Physios are not going to get paid that much
when Physios do all the manual work for patients. WTH?
The some of those sickening patients also love to make life difficult
for Physios by arguing and not doing their exercises. Then when they deteriorate in terms of physical activity, WE get the blame from other medical professionals. Well, our supervisors get the blame... then they come and blame us. =.="
bombed by meowmeow at 6:11 PM
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